It can be be so fuck­ing hard to make myself do some­thing.  I’m try­ing to force myself to go down­stairs and start work on some­thing musi­cal, but it ain’t hap­pen­ing.  What the fuck is wrong with me?  Once I’m there doing it it’s no prob­lem.  But right now, think­ing about makes me slug­gish and lazy.  I want to fin­ish this CD.  Why don’t I?  I got a new delay box yes­ter­day, top of the line.  Don’t I wannna use it?  And what’s with all those unfin­ished squares in my room?  Shouldn’t there have been at least twice as much done by now?

This new Man­i­toba “Up In Flames” CD is both inspir­ing me and mak­ing me want to aban­don every­thing musi­cally.  It’s that good. Mmm.

Okay, here I go.