It can be be so fucking hard to make myself do something. I’m trying to force myself to go downstairs and start work on something musical, but it ain’t happening. What the fuck is wrong with me? Once I’m there doing it it’s no problem. But right now, thinking about makes me sluggish and lazy. I want to finish this CD. Why don’t I? I got a new delay box yesterday, top of the line. Don’t I wannna use it? And what’s with all those unfinished squares in my room? Shouldn’t there have been at least twice as much done by now?
This new Manitoba “Up In Flames” CD is both inspiring me and making me want to abandon everything musically. It’s that good. Mmm.
Okay, here I go.