This is my grandfather, Bernt Anker Olsen. We call him Pop. He was born in Norway in October of 1912. When he was 15 he applied for a position on a boat, lied about his age, and began his sailing career. For quite some time he was moving rice from Hong Kong to Bangkok, or something like that…I can’t be sure…on a British commercial ship. When the Japanese attacked Pearl Harber, his ship was considered the Enemy and he was taken captive and was a POW in Japan from 1941 until 1945. He wrote a small book about his experiences here. During this time his brother, Rolf Sigurd Olsen, my real grandfather, the father of my father, died at sea. When Bernt was released from this imprisonment, he stopped in Brooklyn on his way back to Norway to visit the widow of his brother and eventually married her. Her name was Beattie Olsen, and she died 1 week ago. On Monday morning I will be in Bay Ridge, and we will remember her during a Catholic service, and then we will gather on the 69th Street pier and empty out her ashes out over the East River. She always wanted to be with Rolf at death, the brother of her husband of almost 60 years.
I am coming home from the bar, after a shift of serving death, and I am tired of it all. I want to live in a house with my children, the first of which shall be named Anker, regardless of sex. The days are growing shorter now…this is my dear friend Austin’s wisdom a few solstices ago: June 21…it’s all downhill from here, the days dwindling, diminishing as we speak.
It is too late to blather, the sun is rising, and I still have a bar towel hanging from a pant loop. My woman is beautiful, and as much as I romanticize a bullet in the head sometimes, I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. Really, when I think about it, nothing is stopping me.
Welcome to my world.